Okay! Dark page is what I have been for several days. I don’t even know what i’m doing anymore. I was supposed to make my own website 2 weeks ago but unfortunately, I haven’t done it. I was supposed to capture more pictures but I only have few. I was supposed to run everyday 5 miles, sadly I only have done it once. Supposedly to eat on time everyday, it sucks I only get to eat twice a day but with some crepes, though not ENOUGH! We were supposed to win the game, unluckily I blamed myself because I didn’t play my best and always getting exhausted and lack of practice and workout. And then, everytime I am in front of my laptop, I always fall asleep just like that, u know! For instance, last night, I was thinking to go online in ps3 because my friend was waiting for me, then I was on my laptop organizing the pictures I took from the basketball league, guess what?! I got KTFO… Moreover, I missed twice of “midnight-mass” (simbang gabi)!!! I attended on the first day, 2nd day - missed (forgot to wake up ,I got off from work around 11:30pm then I fell asleep around 2am then missed the mass), 3rd day - on time, 4th day which is today (12/19/11) - I missed it again for second time. Wth is happening?! I don’t know what’s going on anymore!!! Maybe I was just too tired and lack of sleep? or is it just me that make things complicated? I don’t know anymore… I even haven’t done my christmas shopping gifts. So, wth! Idk if I’m pissed, missing someone, happy, sad, tired, weak, sleepy, mad, idk mannnnnnnnnn !!! Where should I start?! or How should I start again ?! Tell me… quote for today “GIRLS are LIARS!” - if you wanna’ ask me why then go ahead!… complicated!